What my miracle was like.....

It was on May 5th, 2006

It was on May 5th 2006. I had been through more than a stressful situation in my life ( but that is really going to be the book) but the results of a difficult life experience was that it left me more than stressed. I developed fibromyalgia and a severe sleep disorder all at the same time. I had been dealing with both for several months. I was running out of drugs they could give me for my sleep disorder and I was living on pain killers constantly.

I had become an evangelical Christian through the process and was given the gift of tongues. I had alot of people praying for me at my church also. It really was ceaseless prayer for me- I was on my last leg.

Message to get off the pain killers

I had been getting messages to get off the pain killers. We evangelicals believe we get words of knowledge from our Lord and, yes, that message was from Him. So I obeyed and I'm just experiencing more pain that I thought possible and realized this is what it must feel like to have Cancer.

So I could feel the presence of my Lord very close. I kind of got alittle flip and said, "Well do what you are going to do because I'm not going to kill myself." ( Something very common for people with fibromyalgia). I looked up and the air above my bed looked alittle strange- that is the best that I can explain that.. I opened my arms as if to recieve Him. I thought I should do something because I knew He was there.

Like a window to heaven open

It was like someone opened a window in heaven and a blue shinning shaft of light shown down on me from my knees down. I sat up and I was bathing in this glorious light from God for about...oh... 20-25 secounds. That is a long time to be in the light of God.

I couldn't think of what to do or what to say. ( My friends would tell you that this alone was the miracle) I couldn't say thank you or say Praise God or sing or rejoice or anything of the things I know I would do now. When I am blessed in the glorious light again I will surely know to say these things. I was just in awe because I want to assure you there is nothing else like it. There is only one true light and in that light is everything you have ever wanted for your self or others is there.

There is true love, true peace, true joy, and mercy. Think of this scene if you will for a moment because I have a thousand times of being soak in His love, soaked for 20- 25 secound. You do dumb things like suddenly pay attention to your breathing because there is nothing else you can do to be present. The Lord and Master came to my bed- while I lay grasping in pain and redeemed me in the most spectacular way. I was healed of all illness with in a couple days.

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Here is a song to commorate that beautiful moment: by Paula Mary

How do you tell all your family, how do you tell all your friends. While I was gasping for my last breath- the Savior he came to me.

Shining Blue light He reigned on me. Shining blue light from above. Shining blue light- His will be done- Jesus came to heal my heart.

Soft blowing brease blowing by my face- perfect in every way. All peace and love it reigned in this light and no pain could exist in this place.

Shining Bue light He reigned on me. Shining Blue light from above. Shining blue light His will be down- Jesus came to heal my heart.

There was a place in the long ago; dark shadow came against me. A child of 7 and three wicked men- Jesus wept at this evil deed.

Shining Blue light He reigned on me. Shining Blue light from above. Shining Bblue light His will be done Jesus came to heal my heart.

All was forgiven of all these men- love past between us that day. When it was over He spoke again- go forth child and forgive the rest.

Shining Blue light He reigned on me. Shining Blue light from above. Shining Blue light His will be done Jesus came to heal my heart.

This story not really about me- this story is really for you. He wants you to know the depth of His love and that you are His child too.

Shining Blue light He reigned on me. Shining Blue light from above. Shining Blue light His will be done:

Jesus came to heal your heart....

It all happen - it is all the truth and He really is waiting for you to look and find him too..

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Blessings

Paula Mary- The Garden Coach

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